Hello all,

Guess who's back.

YES it's me.
The last couple of months i didn't feel like to write.
But i've missed it and now i'm gonna start again.

There are several new things in life.
I live together with my girlfriend in Arnhem,and have a new job!
If you have an idea about a blog don't hesitate to let me know.
And yes i will stop this post with an quote.

"All you have to do is write one true sentence. Write the truest sentence that you know."
Ernest Hemingway (1899 - 1961)

Dub*wobblewobble*step

I’ts  been awhile I’ve uploaded a blog,so I tought why not put another blog online.
This time I’m gonna talk about Dupstep.
Since a couple of months dubstep is really climbing in the music industry.
even tough I don’t like dubstep I can’t escape it.
But first let me tell you something about the history of it and what dubstep is.

Dubstep is a music genre of electronic dance music.
it is “invented” in south London,around 1998 and where darker and much more experimental then they are now.
Mostly dubstep is only music occasionaly there are vocals.
Around 2002-2005 there was an “evolution”  to the dubstep we know now,
aah well enough about the history it can all be founded on internet.

Now why I write this blog about dubstep.
I can’t stand it,really some guy/girl that uses eletronic sounds and thinks that he or she is an musician
In my eyes a musician is someone who makes music with an instrument or his voice and not with some eletronic device and push some buttons or with a simple computer.
Couple of years ago almost nobody heard of dubstep you went to a club and asked someone you know what dubstep is 9 out of the 10 would say no and ask what is it.
And now if you go to a club and ask you know what dubstep is 9 out of 10 would say fuck yea it’s awesome I’ve been fan for years even tough they just know it for couple of months
Also the dubstep”artists” pop out of the ground like almost every week there are couple more,and they just copy the others.
But what I have to admit is,artists that experiment with dubstep it can be very succesfull but also turn out crap to name something the new album of korn,every song is with and dubstep artist and some of the songs sounds very good while others are just well crap.

Now some of the people will think,he just dislikes it cause it’s a hype.
Here is my awnser to that;NO I don’t dislike it cause it’s an hype,I dislike it cause I don’t like it,just like dutch hardcore and many dutch artists I just don’t like.
If you like it good for you glad you have a genre you feel good with.

I know in the near future there will be another hype maybe I like it and you don’t or we both like it.
This will be my last blog for this year and next year I will try to put more online.

So everybody happy holidays and have a great 2012

A painter paints pictures on canvas. But musicians paint their pictures on silence. ~Leopold Stokowski

How we judge

Hello all,this time i wanna talk about how people judge others by seeing them for the first time or juding someone by his or her looks.

People who know me know i have long hair and wear band shirts and alot of black.
when i walk outside sometimes i see people look especially younger people that are around the age of 16 and older,and i can see them think gothic.
to clear things out i'm NOT a gothic.

I have to admit even I do it,and yes everyone else does it maybe not on purpose but it happens.

But why we judge others.

-The pragmatic reason.
sometimes we judge cause we can avoid a penalty or get rewared like to be in a populair group,almost everyone wanna take part of the group that has the highest regard.
If the standard is being thin then it's possible that they pick on people that are fat.
That's how they confirm they take part of the superior group.
But people who do this alot are mostly insecure,they are in great need for self-affirmation.

-The ego-defense reason.
People cherish prejudices against other people because they are in struggle with themselves.
That's why they are disturbed by other peoples characteristics or problems,and they roll off the their anoyings off to others.

-The value handling.
Some people have prejudices against other people to protect things that they consider as important,an example is a religious person that think that people from a other religion don't have the right religion and their religion is the only one.

-Knowledge handling.
People have prejudices because it organizes information around the world in a way that is manageable for them. They use stereotypes (think bite-size diagrams) if they meet certain groups of people, then they should not dwell on the many details that characterize that person and they can quickly switch to new information.

-Other reasons why we judge other people.
>They are different from us.
>They do not agree with us.
>We do not like them.
>They hurt us or offended us.
>We feel rejected, accused, or insulted.
>We expect or look for the worst in them.
>We are angry at them.
>We want to hurt them or get them back.


To understand why there are prejudices, it is important that you learn to recognize them.The best way to do that is to recognize that prejudice can take many forms and that all people have occasional prejudices.

Sometimes i notice that i judge other people.
Not every fat person is fat because they eat alot there are alot fat people that are overweight because they have an disease there are several diseases that cause overweight.
Or some people that listen to hardcore (The dutch version) not everyone that listen to that are that bad.
We dont do it on purpose but it happens everyone all the time we can't help it.

So next time when you see someone dressed in black don't think he or she is a goth or when you see someone from a other country dont think he or she is a criminal,cause we mainly judge by appearance and not by the inside of the person.

-How easy it is to judge rightly after one sees what evil comes from judging wrongly!-

The seven deadly sins.

Hello all,the next blog is NOT written by me but written by Kim aka Kimora
I hope you guys enjoy.



The Seven Deadly Sins, are they really that bad?

Are you a Sinner or a Saint? Well.. I'm both. And honestly.. i'm more a Sinner than a Saint. And.. I like that. Why? Well, I tell you why.

First of all, I don't like to live by the rules you are getting when you are growing up. I believe that I can make rules for myself, so I can live the life the way I like it. Not because some son of a b*tch desides whats good or bad. It's my life.

Well, lets take a look at the seven deadly sins - for the guys who don't know what the hell i'm talking about, search Google, i'm done explaining. -

The first Sin on the seven deadly sin list is Lust. Lust, like sexual lust. Lets be honest, everybody in this freaking world at least must think about sex once in his or her life. Some people actually have sex and other people even pay for sex. Is that a sin? My answer: no. Why not? We are human. The urge for sex is in our blood. And without sex how will we ever get children? I guess most of you people know by this time that baby's not get delivered by birds wrapped in a towel, laying down in a basket. And believe me, Lust is a must if you want to have sex, or else there's no fun at it at all.

The second sin on the list is Gluttony.
The word means swallow or gulp down. In other words ''you eat like a pig''. Dont we all have a favorite type of food what we can eat, whenever or wherever, even after midnight, early in the morning of any time at day? When you see it, the water is running out of your mouth and all you can think of is that one special food that you like so much that you can dream about it? Don't you know that feeling? I sure do. I love eating food and I eat it alot. Sometimes I dont know how fast i can open the pakkage to eat it. Now you guys surely want to know what i'm talking about - I'm a girl, so you can expect this answer - chocolate. I love it, and i'm eating it a lot. You can ask my boyfriend, he will agree.

The third sin is Greed.
Greed, as in the word desire. You want something so bad that you will do anything to get it. Don't you guys ever had a moment like that? I bett you sure do, and i even bett that some of you even buy it when you got the money. It's good to want things in your life that make you happy - at least for a while - and if you got the money for it.. why not? Should we give all our money away to homeless people or donate it to the so called ''helping people out of misery'' organisations? I don't think so. I love to shop, to buy things that make me happy.

The fourt sin we call Sloth.
In other words it means that you're lazy. Come on.. Don't we all know that feeling on a sunday - or any other day of the week - that you don't want to do anything. That even taking a shower is too much for you? That you can lay down in your bed all day long? After a hard week at work I love having some days off, that I can walk around in a slobby pants, big sweather and watch tv all day.

The fifth sin is Wrath, better know as rage.
Now and then I can get very angry, angry like no one dare's to talk to me because they are affraid i will hurt them if they say something wrong. I dont get mad that easy, but when i'm mad, i'm really, really mad. And why shouldn't I? Must i accept that people play with my trust, feelings and pride? NO! No one is allowed to hurt me, and if they do why cant i get revenge? Revenge can be sooo sweet!

The sixth sin they call Envy.
Envy, or lets say it very straight: having a attitude, is in my eyes not that bad at all. When you're very good a something, why shouldn't you show it? Tell people how good you are, and a little bit arrogance don't hurt anyone.

The seventh, and even the last sin is Pride.
Pride, we all know what pride is. And pride is a good thing. When youre proud of something you did, say or when you reached a goal after having a hard time getting it, there's nothing wrong with having a little pride. I can say, i'm proud. Proud of what I reached so far after having a difficult time in my life. Is that wrong? I don't think so.

After typing this blog I wonder why it's so wrong ''back in the old days'' to have some of these ''sins'' I descibed above this text. The world is hard enough for us, so can we be at last a little bit happy with some of things like pride, lust and rage? Do we really have to swallow everything that somebody tell us to do? Can't we have our own opinion anymore?

I guess that's up for me and you to decide. Just live your own life, how you want to live, even if you brake some rules, be a little greedy now and then, show your pride and eat what you like. We are only here once at this motherfucking world, so let's live your life the way you want it. Even if it means that youre a Sinner.

"The more I had to act like a saint, the more I felt like being a sinner.''
- Max von Sydow -

peace

Like everyone knows yesterday was 9/11.
Everyone knows what happend on that day 10 years ago.
In this blog im not gonna say how bad i feel for the United States,or complain how i feel sorry for them.
No not at all,in this blog i wanna complain about the United States.
Since the day i could talk english and talk to american people,they always say we freed you guys in the second world war so we are better then you.
That's like 66 years ago,well ok we remember it every year what happend in the second world war.But those stuck up americans still think they are almighty cause they freed us not willing to admit that great britain and canada also helpt and do you ever hear them say where better then you guys cause we freed you.
some time ago i saw that the B.I.S (the bank of international settlement) gave money to nazi germany so hitler could finance his campaign/war,there where even 2 nazi's that had high positions in the board of the B.I.S

After the second world war the cold war started.
Not many people know that the United states worked with old nazi generals to see what the USSR was doing.

Well now the come back to the present.
Almost everyone says that it was an attack from terrorists on 9/11 my opinion is Yes and No
it where infact terrorist that flew the plans and crashed them in the twin towers and pentagon,and flight 93

But in my eyes it's the fault of the United States itself.
now you ask why do you think that.
well because they always invade country's for what they say to bring peace and equal rights to everyone.
And what do they do they declare war to the leader of the country cause they know what the people want in that country.
In my eyes they just want to show how "strong" they are
But do you think is weird as those country's think well now it's enough and someone attacks them.
Ok i have to admit thousands of innoncent lives where lost that day and that is bad.
Just like any other war where innoncent lives are lost is bad.
I doesn't have to happen.
But now 10 years after 9/11 they still act if it's the worst thing that happend in the world but it's not the worst thing that happend its bad it happend but do they have to remember us every year about it?
I think it's anoying to see every year the same movies and intervieuws and documentary films about it.
And also everyone says something about it on the social media like facebook and myspace and i dont know what more.
well i know by myself it's 9/11 not everyone have to remember me about it.
Do i feel sorry for what happend that day?
No not really.
Do i think they deserved it?
Yes and no,Yes cause now they know also they are vulnerable and no because there are thousands of life losts.
Not one country is almighty it never was it isn't now and it will never be.

*Nobody can bring you peace but yourself

tv crap

It's my first blog here and every blog i will end with a quote.


I bet everyday watches tv several times a week or everyday.
when i watch i see all those
so called reality shows and talent shows and shows on what's called here nickelodeon and now called Disney XD.

first to start with the so called reality shows.
first you had MTV and here in holland TMF and Thebox.
What happend to thebox i dont know.but TMF and MTV are hardly even showing any music videos anymore
doesn't stand MTV for MUSIC TELEVISION *correct me if i'm wrong*
and doesnt stand TMF for THE MUSIC FACTORY?
and the only thing what i see on those tv stations is things like..jersey shore,true life,scream queens,pimp my ride,made,life of ryan,my super sweet 16,the hills,16 and pregnant and a whole bunch more where are the music video's? ooh wait they come at night when everybody is asleep

and now "talent" shows
Here we have almost everyday a show on the finding new "talent"
to name a few.
Idols,hollands next top model,top chef,the voice of holland,so you can dance,x factor and well i bet there are even more.
and then someone wins,and then? the first 3 months you hear alot of them they made a so-called hit song what someone else wrote and after that they are forgotten cause there is another "talent" show,
serious are there people that watch that crap?
just like the cartoon programs when i was younger you had looney toons,tom and jerry,dragonball z,ed edd eddy,johnny bravo,dexters lab,the flintstones,the jetsons and so on.and now you have the life of zack and cody,hannah montana,and whatever else there is on..

i just think they put less and less energy to think of some good tv shows now they just milk everything out.they are like wow we had so many vieuwers lets make another serie and 3months later there is another crappy show on tv..
and also those brainless people who think they get famous and happy if they win a show?
and if they dont win it isn't fair they say.



*If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes